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VINCENT VAN GOGH: Excerpts from the Letters
I CANNOT WORK WITHOUT A MODEL To Emile Bernard, Arles, first half of October 1888
I won't sign this study, for I never work from memory. There is some color in it which will please you, but once again, I have painted a study for you which I should have preferred not to paint.
I have mercilessly destroyed one important canvas - a "Christ with the Angel in Gethsemane"--and another one representing the "Poet against a Starry Sky"--in spite of the fact that the color was right-because the form had not been studied beforehand from the model, which is necessary in such cases.
And I cannot Work without a model. I Won't say that I don't turn my back on nature ruthlessly in order to turn a study into a picture, arranging the colors, enlarging and simplifying; but in the matter of form I am too afraid of departing from the possible and the true.
I don't mean I Won't do it after another ten years of painting studies, but, to tell the honest truth, my attention is so fixed on what is possible and really exists that I hardly have the desire or the courage to strive for the ideal as it might result from my abstract studies.
Others may have more lucidity than I do in the matter of abstract studies, and it is certainly possible that you are one of their number, Gauguin too _ _ . and erha is I m self when I am old.
But in the meantime I am getting Well acquainted with nature. I exaggerate, sometimes I make changes in a motif; but for all that, I do not invent the Whole picture; on the contrary, I End it all ready in nature, only it must be disentangled.
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